Multitasking Made Me Worse, Not Better
I thought multitasking made me productive - until I realized it was quietly stealing my focus, memory, and peace.

For a long time, I believed multitasking was a strength.
Like many people, I wore it almost like a badge of honor.
I could reply to messages while planning a lesson.
Listen to a podcast while writing an article.
Scroll through notifications while working on something important.
It felt efficient.
It felt productive.
But slowly, I started noticing something strange.
I was busy all the time, yet somehow getting less done.
*
One afternoon, I was working on an article.
At the same time, my phone kept lighting up with messages.
I answered a few.
Then I went back to writing.
A few minutes later, I opened another tab to quickly check something.
Then another message came in.
Then another.
About thirty minutes later, I looked at my screen and realized something unsettling.
I had written only two sentences.
Two.
And worse, I had to reread them because I couldn't even remember what I had been trying to say.
That was the moment it clicked.
I wasn't multitasking.
I was constantly interrupting myself.
“I thought I was multitasking.
In reality, I was just interrupting my own thinking.”
*
We like to believe our brains can juggle multiple tasks at the same time.
But most of the time, they can't.
What really happens is something called task switching.
Your brain jumps from one activity to another…
then back again…
then somewhere else.

Every switch forces your brain to reset.
It has to remember:
- Where you were
- What you were thinking
- What you were about to do next
Those tiny resets might only take a few seconds.
But when they happen dozens of times an hour, they quietly drain your mental energy.
That's why after a day of “multitasking,” you can feel exhausted even if you didn't complete much.
*
Another thing I started noticing was how forgetful I had become.
I would walk into a room and forget why I went there.
I would open a document and lose my train of thought.
At first, I blamed stress.
But the truth was simpler.
My attention was constantly fragmented.
And memory depends on attention.
When your brain is only half-focused on something, it never fully stores the information.
It's like trying to write on water.
“Attention is the doorway to memory.
If your attention is scattered, your memory will be too.”
The Illusion of Productivity
The most dangerous thing about multitasking is that it feels productive.
Your brain is busy.
You're moving between tasks.
Notifications are being answered.
Tabs are opening and closing.
There is motion.
But motion is not the same as progress.
Sometimes it's just noise.
*
What Happened When I Tried the Opposite?
Out of curiosity, I started experimenting with something simple.
Doing one thing at a time.
Not five.
Not three.
Just one.
When I write, I write.
When I read, I read.
When I answer messages, I answer them intentionally — instead of squeezing them in between everything else.
At first it felt slow.
Almost uncomfortable.
But something surprising happened.
My work started finishing faster.
My thoughts became clearer.
And the constant mental fatigue I used to feel slowly started fading.
“Single-tasking felt slower at first, until I realized it was actually faster.”
*
Focus Is Becoming a Rare Skill, really.
In a world full of notifications, open tabs, and constant interruptions, focus has quietly become a rare ability.
And like most rare abilities, it has value.
The people who produce deep work; writers, thinkers, creators, scientists almost always share one thing in common:
They protect their attention.
Because attention is where thinking happens.
And thinking is where meaningful work begins.
*
These days, I still feel the temptation to multitask.
Everyone does.
But I've learned something important.
Trying to do everything at once doesn't multiply your productivity.
Most of the time, it divides it.
Sometimes the most productive thing you can do in a distracted world is something very simple:
Close the extra tabs.
Silence the notifications.
And give your full attention to one thing.
Just one.
You might be surprised how much faster your mind starts working again.
Multitasking doesn't make you efficient.
It just makes your attention expensive.
About the Creator
Lori A. A.
Writer exploring identity, human behavior, and life between cultures. Sharing reflective essays and observations from an African living in Japan.



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