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Jumbled Thoughts And Fractured Emotions

idontreallywannabemeanymore

By Kelli Sheckler-AmsdenPublished 29 days ago Updated 29 days ago 1 min read
Top Story - February 2026

Listen...

I know that you don't really know me

but we've connected in the dirt, upon his floor

Yeah...

I know that you don't owe me

but I don't really wanna be me anymore

***

Can you help me

break through this crystalis

tear down the strings I'm tangled in

no, I don't think

I can take much more of this

Hiding behind a smile, inside this borrowed skin

***

I need to free my butterfly

letting her fly as far and fast as she can go

It took so long for me to find

and I can't wrap her up inside

another numbing, fucking lie

It's time to cut those ties that bind

letting her beauty freely flow

***

Into the vastness of forever

to that place that's still unknown

Far beyond the promises that sometimes tether

drilling deep into your bones

To rise unveiled and unashamed

finding the beauty deep within

Filled with power, unafraid

finally free to find the me that might have been

****

Can you help me

break through this crystalis

tear down the strings I'm tangled in

cause, I don't think

I can take much more of this

Hiding behind a smile, inside this borrowed skin

I need to breathe and find the me I could have been

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About the Creator

Kelli Sheckler-Amsden

Telling stories my heart needs to tell <3 life is a journey, not a competition

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  • Marilyn Glover21 days ago

    This is a powerful, heavy-hitting line: "Hiding behind a smile, inside this borrowed skin." Congratulations, Kelli, on your top story❣

  • Breaking free is happening here Kelli! Free from the confines of what others think you have delivered a mighty message in this wild-fire of a poem. Congratulations!

  • Sara Wilson21 days ago

    Oh wow, Kelli. This is simply stunning. Lovely work and congrats on top story!

  • ❤️🌟🌹🌺🌼 💌💝 💞💓 💖🎉🌹🌺🌼🌷📖💖🌺📝🌼💌🌷🌿�📝🌼💌🌷🌿🌼 💌💝 💞💓 💖🎉🌹🌺🌼🌷📖💖🌿

  • congrats top story

  • Calvin London22 days ago

    Congratulations, Kelli, well done.

  • Susan Payton22 days ago

    Hiding behind the smile, behind this borrowed skin. Kelli this is so raw and emotional. Well deserved Top Story Kelli. I see I am learning from the best.

  • D. J. Reddall23 days ago

    Congratulations for the well earned TS, Kelli!

  • Calvin London28 days ago

    Loved the analogy and the sentiment. Very nice, Kelli.

  • Diana29 days ago

    Diana (You) 9 minutes ago Split, in rush for tomorows dream we can never meet self face to face present. Befrending self is a solo dance. Mirrors provide music, that's all others can <3

  • Mark Graham29 days ago

    We all need a new start somehow in some way. Good job.

  • Harper Lewis29 days ago

    "crystalis" --love, love love this play on chrysalis!

  • Cryptic Edwards29 days ago

    Kelly this is so raw and stunning and eye opening wow💜

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