Emphasis 💔

I get my feelings hurt

Because I need a hug and I feel disconnected

Then I get angry and act the fool

Making it far less likely I'll get the hugs I need

My behavior is crippling, ridiculous, unpredictable, self-defeating

I sit and I stew and I smolder for hours over little things

Then I blow up when everything boils over

I have no one to talk to about my problems (⚡>challenges<⚡👍)

I'm told I need another friend

But where do I find a friend?

I'm far too old to meet one on a playground

And if I have another friend

___and they hurt my feelings

_______Will I act the fool with them?

And then it's POOF...💨💨

💨💨 💨💨 >Gone<

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The man I love wants to leave me

He's sane.

I'm not.

He's put up with too much of my shit {my mood swings}

How many times have I told him that I'm sorry?

Too many times for him to care anymore

I tell him I'm better off alone when I'm mad

Then...

When I'm over that mania, I know I'll never be better off without him!

Will he give me a dozenth 'second' chance?

🤷

He was already doing that and then I fucked up again!!!

I'm my own worst enemy

💙-💚=💔⚡

I love him.

(period/headline/ total emphasis)

4ever & always

__________________Bolt ⚡